Random thoughts on a random Tuesday

Oh, how quickly time passes and memories fade. But there are certain thoughts that flood my mind like a post-earthquake tremor. How did we get here? How am I experiencing and accomplishing things I once prayed for and yet I still feel like I have so far to go? The thought of rest and finally feeling like I'm there and don't have to push myself so damn hard feels so far away. Maybe this is something I need to "unpack" with my therapist. Who knows. It's been so long since I've been disciplined enough to write regularly so I need to show some myself some grace while I get back into my groove. One thing I know for sure is that it's helped me exponentially to be able to go back and see how much I've grown. "Whatever makes you uncomfortable is your biggest opportunity for growth."

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